I got my tickets for the long way round

So  as you can see in the title, I got my flight tickets... Of course I'm excited to go home and meet everyone but it means that I have to leave everything here, people who I don't want to say goodbye to... All good stories has an end, yeah I know but does the end has to be in 22days??! I know I had my ups and downs, some times I just wish I was home again, but now when I have like three weeks left... I don't even have words to describe what I'm feeling! The sad part is that with a book you can go back read it again and relive everything. But with this I can't, I have my memories yes but I won't  have the people I shared it with there to talk about it. It's gonna be nice, awesome, great, fantastic, hilarious memories but once I'm back I won't have anyone to talk about them, no one at home will understand. Not to sound rude but people who hasn't gone on a exchange year won't understand or be able to relate, it's just gonna be a story! 
I don't even know what I'm saying anymore, right know I just feel like I'm standing in a empty hall and I don't know where to go or what to think. 
But hey I'm not depressed, even though it might seems like it. No I'm not, how could I?!! I have had the best year of my life and right now I'm just enjoying every single day I have left until June 13th when I'll be going to the airport in New York for the very last time before I head back home. Sweden see yaa June 14 at 2.55PM! 

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